Tonight is my last night in Adelaide and as I recall the night before I left Singapore, I found that what I am feeling right now is much more than what I felt right before I came here. I am currently at the brink of an anxiety attack.
As I try to calm myself and think of a logical explanation to the appearance of butterflies in my stomach, I realised that I might be feeling so because I fear that there might be some expectations of me that I cannot fulfill. I am afraid that I might miss my flight. And then I worry about leaving things out.
I can't put my feelings into words right now. This does not happen frequently for me. So I don't know how to deal with it.
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